Originally posted on Cap Corps Volunteers The Calling of St. Matthew // Caravaggio
About a week ago, the CCVs and staff had the chance to go on our own retreat. Now, as most of you know, our ministry is based around running retreats. So, you can imagine that this was a really nice way for us to bond and get away for a few days.
A major part of our staff retreat was the sharing of our faith stories with one another.
Roll away your stone, I’ll roll away mine
Together we can see what we will find
You know that song by Mumford & Sons? It’s called Roll Away Your Stone and our community is obsessed with it. It has these wonderful themes that fit so nicely with our faith and with our new found journey with one another.
During each session we would light the Christ candle, and pray for one another. Then, one person had 45 minutes to share his or her faith journey.
It seems that all my bridges have been burnt
But you say that’s exactly how this grace thing works.
Each of us shared how we came to the faith, the hardships that we have endured, and how Christ changed our lives. I think that it takes a lot to share the most intimate parts of your life with people that you’ve known for only a month. Sure, we’ve been living and working together for that month. So we spend the majority of our time with one another, but there’s always a little hesitation in any new situation to share those most intimate moments with one another.
I can remember feeling very anxious before my story. In my heart I knew that my new community would accept me and love me for who I am and how I got to be where I am today, but my head thought otherwise. I was very anxious. I knew my story. After all, I have lived it, but I still wanted to plan it out. That way I would be able to refocus if I became upset or nervous.
Each of us shared the most intimate parts of our stories. These are the parts that Christ used in each of us, to touch our hearts, and lead us to a new life with Him. At the top of this post I chose to put The Calling of Saint Matthew by Caravaggio. This was partially because today is Saint Matthew’s feast day, and partially because I realized how perfectly it fit with this post. Saint Matthew, a tax collector, was called by Jesus to follow and live a new life. Each of us, in some way or another, experienced this very same thing. We encountered Christ, and were given an invitation.
It’s not the long walk home that will change this heart
But the welcome I receive with every start
We each decided to accept that invitation. We each accepted in our own way. We each have a different mission, but at this point in time we are called to serve together.
I’m sure St. Matthew was very grateful for his encounter, and I am too.
With Love and Prayers,